I have been hit by life, not only hard, but enough number of times to be lying face down. Life came in the veil of people I trusted the most, loved the most and wanted the most, only to punch me right into my face. Not once, not twice, but repeatedly....again and again and again and again.
It takes more than just courage to face people, when you yourself feel like a looser inside. The Life beats you to an extent that it seems next to impossible to even face up and dare to stand up again. After staying down for ages, you start gathering all your energy, to try and stand up again. You prepare yourself for one more fight...Just the last one....Do or Die. But, just as you are close to standing up again, ready to fight again, Life attacks your knees...making you fall down again. It knows very well your weakest areas and attacks them indiscriminately. It tests your patience and perseverance, pushing you to the well of Giving Up every time it hits. Giving Up is anyways the easiest way out. Its easy to forget about it and carry on with your mediocre life. Life attacks all spheres of you....It attacks you Physcially, Mentally, Emotionally and Professionally....You are bruised..
But, Champions are made up of a different mettle. No fight is the "Last Fight" for them. They know that in Life, to win its not important as to how hard you can hit, but how many times you can come back and hit. Even with a punctured heart and soul, all you see is your Goal. Your Dream. You know you are on the right path, when nothing can deter you from aiming what you want. No setback...No Loss...No Defeat makes you want to quit. All what failure does to you is fuel the fire burning inside for Winning. It is when your Heart,Mind, Body and Soul, all come together in a synchronization with your actions, that you realize you are now converted into an Indestructible Machine of War.
Today, I believe, the weakest part of me joined my quest for my ultimate goal. My heart is guarded now with strong enough walls to deter any attack on it. I have failed to make it stronger and the only way to guard is to build these walls around it now. Its guarded enough not to break down with attacks from Life now.
Its time to give another round of breath to my baby "Sunshine Forex". Its time to fight another battle....Another fight....not for anyone else....not to show anything to anyone....but for myself.....for the source of "Inspiration" of this goal.... To keep all the promises made...to myself...and to others....
The only thing on my mind now is "Winning"!!
